Venus in the Fifth

This should be amusing, if your sense of humor's as black as mine has turned. Nothing in the date book, not that there has been anything lately except doctor visits, and so far not one of those till the 28th, in Tucson no less.

So - become the transit: 

Progressed Saturn conjunction natal North Node for the rest of my life, in Cancer in the Third.

Just writing that is enough to send me back to bed. Not sure I can mature into my life's purpose when I have no idea what my life's purpose is, except I'm sure it's NOT hobbling around here on a walker all day, unable to do anything I used to do.

Of course I'm not usually hobbling around on a walker. I'm usually in bed as I'm too depressed to get up, but yesterday I vowed to make some kind of change and so this morning spent hours trying to do laundry - not trying, I did it, even though it was difficult to carry sheets while using the walker and it took four trips from the washer/dryer back to the bedroom. 

Become the Transit or Suffer the Transit

 This just might be a (the?) way out. If I can do it.

The Return of this Poor Blog

 Jupiter in the Fourth

Time for settling down and putting down roots. So what if one has owned the house for 24 years and is  making the improvements only so it will sell for more money when one is dead? Positive thinking, that's what it's all about. And ONE of the improvements is to help me while I'm alive - remodeling the little bathroom by taking out the old tub and replacing it with a walk-in shower with grab bars, now that I need a hip replacement and can't walk - due to begin today but the astrologer forgot all about Mercury Retrograde so the plumber has a family emergency and probably won't be able to begin till Monday, if then because it's Fourth of July on Saturday so Monday may well be a holiday. 

How's that for a start? 

Shadow Work

Or,

Progressed Saturn conjunct natal north node in Cancer 

as well as transiting Saturn in the Twelfth

An extremely horrible transit and one I'm not sure I'm strong enough to get through. 

Destined to be fulfilled? 

Maybe It's Coming Back

 Could be. 

The Demise of this Poor Blog

RIP 2009 - probably 2026

Reason: Its blogger's inability to withstand pain caused by need for hip replacement and her subsequent collapse into hopelessness and despair. 

Sun Conjunct Uranus

Here's a good 'un - Sun conjunction Uranus and instead of staying in bed all day as usual I actually get out of bed at 9, write my will and wonder of wonders, take a shower. Too bad it won't happen for another year.