What a Total F*ck Up

So I've just posted on what I thought was this blog but it was the one from 2021, which somehow came up when I was looking for this.

This is all because I've decided I want to have a YouTube channel - I have one with four videos on it but they were done in PhotoBooth without a proper microphone and lighting and me with no make up - and with Saturn as my constant companion for the next couple of years I'm trying to do things properly, which means giving the channel a name, which has taken me a year and a half to find. 

I wanted to call it MichelleToldMeTo, because it's what she told all of us at the Democratic National Convention in 2024, when Mr. BigTie was the looming threat. Then I decided I couldn't do that because I didn't want to get her into trouble (!!!!!). Then I had to renew my Green Card last year and thought I might get MYSELF into trouble if Mr. BigTie really does have his minions looking into social media accounts of  anyone applying for a Green Card renewal, but that was wild and paranoic (?) speculation on my part as I really don't have any social media accounts and anyway was far too busy jumping through hoop after hoop trying to get. my car to start after getting a well-deserved DWI in November 2024 and being unable to get the Interlock Ignition Device to work. 

But now I've got this far and seem to have my current astrological blog back, I think this is enough for one post and with any luck I'll be able to get it back later and post here again. 

Blog Lost for Four Days

Or rather my access to it. Thanks to my attempting to clean up all my google accounts and not lose my old astrology blogs I haven't been able to get to this, and only a last ditch attempt this morning, going back in history to Wednesday, got me here where I could post the draft I did on I think the 11th and now this one.

Phew! Still Have Access.

 It looks as though everything's still OK. I can still get in here and I'm just going to leave the unwanted and unused google accounts from my first attempt at a YouTube channel alone and make a whole new account. TheFrogThatDidn'tJump will be the name of the channel and staticfrog@gmail.com will be the er, email. 

PET scan all done yesterday, stayed in bed till 2PM today but why not, and with Sun and Venus in the 11th House it looks as though I'm staying home all day. 

STILL Venus sextile Venus...

 ...according to astro.com and now I have the horrors that I've messed everything up in this attempt to get rid of old google accounts. Maybe I should just leave them alone and make a new one (aarrgghh) for my new YouTube channel, except I really would like to know what's attached to the old ones. I seem to have used one of them as a recovery email for the account I use most, but google seem to be asking me to get rid of the account I use most rather than the recovery email account. 

Oh Lord. One good thing—I've done my taxes and the IRS has accepted the files, but even that is giving me the horrors as the refund is way bigger than I was expecting so I added the Turbo-Tax extra of getting help if I'm ever audited. Always trying to do things the right way because of the super-heavy Saturn influence. At least Venus is money. 

In an hour I have to go to Gila Regional Hospital for a PET scan, which means I ate only protein yesterday and haven't eaten since nine this morning. This one is in case I have cancer because of the nodules on my lungs discovered a couple of weeks ago. I might have said this yesterday. And nothing done about the will. 

Mercury Trine Saturn and....

 ...Venus sextile Venus. 

Serious thinking and simply feeling at ease—I guess they could go together. There's definitely been some kind of switch but whether it's because I unburdened myself a bit with yesterday's post or due to today's transits I have no idea, but as with the way I feel about everything right now it doesn't matter. 

If I could do SOMETHING about the will I'm supposed to be making it would make me feel SO much better instead of having it hang over my head like the executioner's sword. The Aries in me wants to simply (hah!) call an attorney, tell him or her what I want and be done with it, but alas! Silver is such a dinky little town that's impossible, so rather than take one step towards making it happen I do nothing. 

It occurs to me it's a bit silly to post about a day first thing in the morning—well, 10:04, when nothing's happened except the usual let the cat in, feed him. make a cup of coffee and go back to bed for a cuddle and cheering myself up with the news, so this is it for now and I'll be back later. I hope. 

7:41PM And I am. Being very serious and attempting to start a YouTube channel properly, which means I need to sort out the mess that is three (or maybe four) google accounts. I don't know what's attached to which account, and I want to keep the two blogs I had before this one,  so I've managed to link to both of them and I know which email is attached to this blog.

This is the first astrology blog I had, starting on the first of October, 2008. It was when I still had my apartment in New York and came out to Silver for the summers, renting the house in the winters.

This is the second. I'm totally confused and can't figure out when the first one ended and the second began, but the links still work and give me some kind of  record of my time out here. 

And Venus sextile Venus—went to the house of friends in the afternoon and, spellbound, no kidding, we watched Deathtrap.

Progressed Saturn Conjunct North Node in Cancer

OK, this is the one I need to be focusing on when I try and make a post on here. This is the one that's been going on for years and is getting closer and closer to perfection, except that won't happen till April of next year, and as soon as it does I'll have transiting Saturn to the Sun, then Mercury and then Venus, and that won't be over till April of '28, when I'll be 83.

My North Node's in the Third, short distance driving, and with Saturn doing its stuff on the Node the DWI I got in November 2024 (with Uranus and Algol on the Ascendant)  took care of driving for nearly a year, and as soon as I discovered a device I could use my skeleton gave out so I can drive but not walk—easily, that is. Some day my sense of humor will come back and I'll find that funny.

So, become the transit or suffer the transit. I got my walking stick but it doesn't seem to be enough, and so far I don't see any signs of anything arising from the ashes. My main occupation so far this year is staying in bed all day and wondering how Trump can possibly be president.  

 

Mercury Sextile Venus Yesterday...

...and Venus sextile Mercury today and the sad truth is I cannot summon up any enthusiam/motivation/desire to do anything at all, least of all describe what happened yesterday or today or the however many days it is since I posted.

I'm giving up for today and maybe tomorrow will be better.