Chiron Square Midheaven AGAIN

I've been through this before, last summer, and that has no resemblance to this time.  This time it's physical pain, not mental. 

I'm a lucky girl, not just for that. 

The Emperor has committed suicide, yet we are spared the sight of the body. 

He'll definitely get the Nobel Peace Prize now. 

So probably that's not much to do with Chiron square the MC, but suddenly and miraculously I can write prose. if you can call this that.  It's been a long time since I kept a journal and a longer time since I kept a diary, and I often wonder if it's because that diary got me banished to London where I stayed for a year and then in 1963 came to America to babysit—if, lurking deep in my brain is the thought that if I start to write  again something terrible will happen. 

Venus into the twelfth today, where it lives. She. 

Venus Sextile the Ascendant and then the Midheaven

 I'm feeling very astute, which I looked up to make sure it means what I think it means, and dictionary.com describes it as "keenly perceptive or discerning",  which I almost like more than astute. 

Anyway, this is all because when I went to YouTube earlier today to see if Mr. BigTie's done anything other than pray and play golf since he took us to war without telling anybody, there were all my left-wing radical lunatic favorites—Adam Mockler, Brian Tylor Cohen, Luke Beasley (who I've gone off a bit since he turned comedian but am starting to watch again),  several more I'm too lazy to look up—all saying what I had had the astuteness to perceive yesterday haha—that the "That's the way it is"comment from Mr. BT yesterday about more Americans being killed was the end of him. Done Over. The Beginning of the End of him. Adding insult to injury, you could say, but I'm not.

As I'm managing to write a public post against him, could that be Venus sextile the Midheaven?

How about a neighbor coming back from a trip and giving me this amazing art deco-ish framed poster of Queen Elizabeth II when she was 26 and gorgeous?

Venus sextile the Ascendant?

And Saturn. Always Saturn for the next couple of years. All those YouTube peeps need to be linked to, and it takes me so long to do so I gave up on Adam Mockler before I'd even managed to do it. I need to expand this blog a bit and learn how to do it quickly. 

Mars Sextile Venus (also yesterday, Sunday)

All these Mars and Venus and Mercury transits that happen all the time, there's really nothing to them as I'm usually alone all day and never go anywhere, so when I read my sexual drives will be aroused and I'll I'll want to seek a physical relationship with another person I just roll my eyes and move on.  

I definitely got fired up in a different way when I heard Trump tell us all "that's the way it is" about Americans being killed in the war he just started—that was the Sun conjunct Mars and got me to make a reasonably coherent post about him—but all Mars sextile Venus got me was a phone call from a New York friend when I didn't say much at all as she went into a great deal of detail and then said her phone was at 12% and she had to go. 

Note to self: remember this as the 2026  version of "Hey I've got something on the stove and I have to turn it down" as an excuse to get off the phone with a long-winded person. 

Sun Conjunct Mars

Energy at last. K&L gave me bags of  pine cone husks from outside their house at least two weeks ago and today is the first time I touched them. Weeded a little patch where the agaves are then spread on a layer of golden brown husks and it looked amazing in the sunlight.

So much for astrology (mine).

I see Trump has released a video in which he says more Americans will be killed in the course of whatever is coming because he went to war with Iran yesterday without telling anybody.

He's only just come out of hiding and is saying he doesn't really like the idea of more Americans dying, but that's the way it is and there's really nothing he can do about it. He didn't say all of that. He said he would do everything in his power to stop more soldiers being killed (only the American ones, he doesn't really care about the other ones)  and he would start thinking about these poor potential victims and include them in his prayers as soon as he was done with this video

He doesn't like it but that's the way it is. 

Committing political suicide. 

Sun Conjunct Mars Square Uranus

Holy Cow. So THIS is why I'm in bed making notes about bank accounts and monthly bills and phone numbers and emails and passwords to make things easier for the to-be executor of my will when I'm no longer around. 

I made a few stabs at this last year but the DWI repercussions were just so horrendous and dreadful there was no way I could focus. Yesterday my executor (Personal Representative in New Mexico - PR) - came over and I showed her what I'd written and we agreed I'll make an appointment with an estate planner ASAP and we'll get the blasted thing done. Then I can really concentrate just on the health issues. 

It's going to be this warm (75*) for at least the first few days of next week so I'm not missing out on the weather, not that there's too much I can do out there anyway, although I might hobble out there right now and see if I can pull up a few more dead plants. 

Wow. A real post. 

Just the Moon Today...

... . so nothing to worry about. A strange freedom here from the beginning of the week (?) From the beginning of the year.

I knew it would be not much more than making the will and dealing with my various (some far-flung) medical  issues, for want of a better word, and so far I'm right.  Things To Be Dealt With is too long, but that's what they are. 

Staying in bed for the first two weeks of the year took me somewhat by surprise. 

This is taking me somewhat by surprise. 

TBC

Venus Opposed to Jupiter

 Well I have the blog back but I've lost my two readers.

Thought I posted this. Not paying enough attention. It's 2/27 today.