Mercury sextile Neptune

Dreaminess, they call this, so that might be why my therapy appointment got a bit animated, while I tried to explain to Dr. P exactly what the last three years have been like. 

Tension, there's tension she hadn't seen before, she said, and of course there's tension, I said, waving around the two pieces of paper filled with misery. 

And the first day of dark at five o'clock and it's almost nine and I'm still up writing this. Loads of backtracking to do.