Here's a Draft I Never Even Started

Forced myself to come on here to post and find I started a draft on 4/16 that didn't have a title and definitely didn't have any content, so I changed the date to today, 4/21, when Mercury is about to sextile natal Uranus for me and I am, of course, in bed, MacBook Air on lap, watching YouTube videos about Trump's mis-management of the war he started with Iran. 

Posting seems more and more ridiculous. Mars trine Pluto, Uranus sextiling all kinds of things, Venus this, Mercury that, and here I am in bed with no motivation wishing no one would email me (not that too many do) because I can't summon up the energy to respond.

My 90 + days of Duolingo went down the drain weeks ago and every now and again I try a lesson - not finishing the daily quests, just the first lesson to give me a one day streak and promise to make that seven, then don't do a lesson the next day then do one and say I'll do seven - on and on and here goes April, fourth month of the year with nothing changing.

Me and America going down the drain at the same time?