Venus in the Fifth

This should be amusing, if your sense of humor's as black as mine has turned. Nothing in the date book, not that there has been anything lately except doctor visits, and so far not one of those till the 28th, in Tucson no less.

So - become the transit: 

Progressed Saturn conjunction natal North Node for the rest of my life, in Cancer in the Third.

Just writing that is enough to send me back to bed. Not sure I can mature into my life's purpose when I have no idea what my life's purpose is, except I'm sure it's NOT hobbling around here on a walker all day, unable to do anything I used to do.

Of course I'm not usually hobbling around on a walker. I'm usually in bed as I'm too depressed to get up, but yesterday I vowed to make some kind of change and so this morning spent hours trying to do laundry - not trying, I did it, even though it was difficult to carry sheets while using the walker and it took four trips from the washer/dryer back to the bedroom.